Well, technically I don't remember my first kiss with my husband. I remember my first kiss quite well. It was in the back of a mini van with a twin of the guy I liked. Don't get me wrong, this twin was cute, too... I just didn't really like him much. But he liked me and I guess that was all that mattered at the time. I don't remember how old I was or even his name. But I unfortunately don't remember the first kiss that my husband and I shared. We were watching something on tv last night and it showed some kid's first kiss. So I thought back to my first date with the hubbs... And I could not for the life of me remember our first kiss. I felt like a horrible wife! Here I am, deeper in love every single day, and I can't remember our first kiss! As the girls at the office can attest, I listen to a lot of Beyonce. And would you like to know why? Because a lot of her songs remind me of my marriage, that's why. The way she talks about Jay Z reminds me of my husband. Every day when I am on my way home from work, I sing these love songs and think about how insanely happy I am once I get home. I am so in love that even when I am slightly agitated at my husband, it doesn't matter. The minute I hop into my car and start the drive home from where ever I am, the deliriously happy me comes back out to sing about the most wonderful man who is awaiting my return. He gave up a lot for me and I can only hope to repay him in time. The small things he does that upset me are so trivial and life is soooo short, so none of them matter anymore. Yeah, I might be perturbed at the time, but once those songs come on, I am reminded about just how much he cares for me. Plus, he's gorgeous! He has such a cute face that even when I am having a bad day, all he has to do is smile and it melts all that bad crap away. And he's hysterical! Who doesn't want to come home to a significant other who makes you laugh?! And when I am able to make him laugh, it's golden. That is one of the best feelings in the world; to know that my witty sarcasm has made him laugh.
And I know he loves me just as much by the things he does. Dinner is made every night, and when I told him I was trying to get into better shape, he made sure to make the meals a little more healthy for me. He is supportive of anything and everything I do. If I ever ask him to do anything, he does it. He does a lot that I do not ask him to do, which is also very important. He dropped everything and moved to my side of town when we decided to live together, even though that made the drive into work a billion times worse for him. When I was only working part time, he paid for evertything and never asked me for anything. When I didn't have a car, he drove me wherever I needed to go. When I couldn't afford a car, he gave me my first car, which I still own today. I can sometimes be a pain in the ass, but he is patient with me. Even the few times we've fought, we never said anything hurtful because you can't take that back. Once it's said, even once the fight is over, that will always be there. He is so wonderful to me and I try to be as wonderful to him. It really is better now than when we first met. We are two peas in a pod, alike in a lot of ways. I believe I have met my soul mate and every single day I fall more in love with him. And I know he loves me just as much.
So when I asked him if he remembers our first kiss, he says "Do you?"
"Honestly, no" I answered with a sheepish look on my face.
"Me neither." <3
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